Am I old? Your question
Calling for reassurance
Or perhaps reevaluation.
All in due time, I say, for
This is a question of time.
A question posed in time
About time. I am old is my
Time-line. My time makes
Me old. It sets my age as I
Progress in time, one step
At a time, years passing in
Time. Time is aging me and
Yes, aging you as well. I am
Old, let me reassure you now
In time. You too are old as
I am. Time has passed since
Our youth, enough time to
Make us old. Old enough in
Time, my love, to be older
Than we were yesterday and
Yes, let me reassure you, this
Time, you are old as I am old
Author Archives: therealtamara
For an opinionated woman such as I, blogging is an excellent outlet. This is one of many fori that I use to bloviate. Enjoy! Comment on my commentary.
Ambiguous
Of unknown origin,
Of unspoken cause,
Ambiguity is not life
Threatening but it is
Also not life-affirming
It lacks the balance of
The see-saw and lets
Us teeter on a brink
Emotions so off-kilter
As if we are dancing
On a log or grabbing
For a trapeze, unsure if
We will catch or hold
Sky poem 1

There's the pink,
Perfection in the
Form of a cloud
A perfection onto
Itself. All rosy pale
Yet bright and at
Its peak, very best
What a sky


Someone has somehow painted the
Clouds onto a dark blue canvas, in
Puffs and billows, white fluffs on
An azure-going-black background
This magical contrast looks so real,
So natural as to make me gasp in
Awe at what genius there is in our
World. Genius with no artifact but
Nature's sky, her clouds, her night.
It was no brush that painted this
Wonder and brought it home to me.
No artful creature, or creative being
Just circumstance, the essential sum
And substance of air, space and time.
It just happened. My lucky moment
Under the cover of sky and clouds



The origin poem
For 60 years I have tried to reproduce
A highly-charged poem that celebrated
The night, the sensuality of the felines
Who inhabit it. Slinky gorgeous purring
Cats whose meows echoed love-making
While they slid quietly on padded paws
Enjoying the heat of summer and winds
Blowing curtains to and fro. Cautious cats
And careless cats, busy or idle, deep in
The night, as if one with the darkness.
60 years is enough to have forgotten. I
Have. Forgotten the rhythms, the sultry
Movement of those forgotten creatures
The splendid heat of a summer-long past
We were careless
Reprinted and expanded from https://takenote347.wordpress.com/2022/11/19/concerning-us/
We were careless of each other
We let our attention slip, taking
For granted there would always
Be an us, constants in our world
We were careless of each other
Letting the us slip, sure that we
Could forget and not be forgotten
That we could wander and be
Welcomed back, certain there
Would be no change in the winds
To take us off course, careless
Sure that no button would pop
Certain there would be no change
In the winds to take us off course
We were careless of each other
Sure that we could forget and not
Be forgotten; that we could wander
And be welcomed back Certain
That nothing would ever change
We were the constants in our world
Taken for granted one of the other
Careless but at ease expecting that
No thread could unravel Sure that
The sails would hold against all
Adverse weather Sure the compass
Was true even if we did not pay
Attention to rocky shoals or ominous
Clouds Watching the buoys bobbing
In shallow waters or the waves in the
Deep we left the bridge certain no
Change would sink us or take us adrift
Concatenate
Reprinted from https://wp.me/p95MDQ-zf with perhaps some changes
We-are-all-one edition
We-are-all-one edition
The heart beats fast, slowed by the sound of your voice, crooning a song of love. Connect to the beat
The heart beats fast,
slowed by the sound of your voice,
crooning a song of love.
Connect to the beat
integrate, discriminate, delineate, escalate
disintegrate. accelerate, abbreviate, indivuate
decelerate. exacerbate, aggravate, assimilate
equivocate, elaborate, repatriate, transubstantiate
habituate, debilitate, discombobulate, frustrate
defibrilate, evaluate, corroborate, ingratiate, regurgitate
rejuvenate, resonate, renovate, situate
subjugate, segregate, desegregate, circumnavigate
resuscitate, stimulate, reformulate, retaliate
fabulate, fabricate, facilitate, rehabilitate, incriminate
manipulate, dessimate, inebriate, decapitate, confederate
consulate, imitate, initiate, innovate, deescalate, activate
deliberate, consolidate, tolerate, eleviate, delegate, excavate
exculpate, exonerate, excoriate, decorticate, reinstate
relegate, eradicate, prevaricate, vacilate, berate
celebrate.deviate, elevate, ingrate, equivocate
resuscitate, stimulate, reformulate, prevaricate
inflate, deflate, conflate, translate, don’t_be_ late
consolidate, dont_hate, mate,
Pink horizon
We know that a red sky [at night]
Portends a clear day [at morning]
What, prithee, does a sky of pink
Foretell? Should we expect our
Day to show uncertainty rather
Than clarity? Erring [of course]
On the side of delighting sailors?
I tend to think [rather without
Evidence] that the pink is red
Shivering from the cold, made
Pale by temperatures too low
For comfort, too high for frost.
Pink sky at dusk, warm up the
Cabin, Captain [and if you must
Sail] wear long Johns and a parka.
Reprinted from http://allthebest.fitness.blog/2022/11/19/pink-on-the-horizon/
Pardon, Me!
Like the turkey who gets off this
Thanksgiving, I want my pardon
Even if it is only temporary. I am
Aware the time will come when
There is no reprieve as time is my
Judge. Those turkeys will not be
The centerpiece of any table this
Holiday. Lucky birds. There were
Two this year. Is it always like
That? I need to pay attention to
This annual event. It holds some
Balance between life and death.
It's no joke, at least it is serious
Business to the pardoned turkeys
Whether they are aware or not.
Hope they use the time given well.
Bon mots
Now, there's a man who's had a
Lifetime of language on his tongue
Still playing with the words he
Finds buried deep and sometimes
Hard to unearth; after all this time
He has to dig deeper these days
To use just the right one, the
Funny one that will please him
And amuse his listener, the one
That pulls a laugh from his
Audience. That's the language
He wants to share from a life
Of speech and conversation
His best tidbit, an amuse bouche
For the ear, the remembrance
Of just the right thing to say