Together. Alone.

In my widowhood, we are
Still a couple, a couple
One of whom has absented
Himself, you know who you
Are, we were two, and so
Close in everything we did,
I am doing some of those
Things alone now. I am a
Widow, without that guy I
Miss, when will I, will I be
Just me alone, doing the
Things we, a couple, had 
Done, me alone. Not a widow
A single woman, who will
Not forget who you were or
How it felt to do those 
Things when we were a couple
A single I on her own, with
Memories of all the things